This brings me to the part of where everybody has been asking if I plan on moving back to California anytime soon. The answer as of now is no. I have a decent job that I bitch about but it does pay the bills. (and that's a major thing right now to pay off debt before I make any type of move) Ru has mentioned something that deep inside I thing if I move back it's like accepting defeat. I can't make it on my own so go back home. Yeah I'll admit there's an ounce of truth to that. I don't want to come home and live with my mom. I might have a roommate here but at least I'm doing this on my own. Joel has not helped me at all through this move. He was surprised that I moved as soon as I did. I know he thought that I wasn't capable of leaving so that's why he extended the invitation of staying at the house. There was no way I could handle that. I had my friends come to the house to help me move my stuff. A new friend who I had no idea would do the amount he has done, G. I couldn't have moved as fast as I did without him. My Houston family, Ru, Joe & Leslie really have helped me through this where without them I probably would be on plane back with my tail between my legs. So with all that being said, I think I will be here for at least another year and I'll take it from there. I feel that I am free and can go anywhere now so why back to California?
It's all about: The Cure - Boys Don't Cry